Si Yuan's World

寂寞不痛

2011-06-29T04:19:00.000-07:00

寂寞不痛痛在念舊
越小的事越多的感受
時間像笨小偷把幸福打破
留下了碎片讓人難過

寂寞不痛痛在做夢
幻想當你自由膩了以後
會來激動吻我用愛悔過
做醒不來的夢

什麼都總會舊的
多麼苦澀無奈的心得
卻沒選擇

Post Ord

2011-06-26T06:52:00.000-07:00

This is my first entry after Ord. Know it's abit late now but i want to thank all my former platoon mates from BMT(Guards), 2PDF, SSC and last but not least, CDS. Miss those wee hours that i spent with my vanguard mates. Shouting 'Excuse me!' at the wall, thinking that the sound waves were strong enough to open the auto doors behind us. Talking about life after ORD. How our past relationships went pat and how we regret having done some stuff that we shouldn't had. Those Whiskey Tower days eating and playing psp and duty at the same time which i had done at every OP too(haha) Talking 'cock' about personal stuff with my partners and dsc and those cobra crew. See people fishing..Romeo having their ptrol close up at OP3. oH well.. Just to sumn it up, i guess i miss you, and you and you and YES you!!! :( Take care to all, much missed.)

2010-10-24T07:29:00.000-07:00

Last entry was

WEDNESDAY, JUNE 9, 2010

As you can see, its been quite awhile since i last updated my page here. Nothing much happened only that my 4th Uncle passed away peacefully a week ago. Its sad but in life we got to learn how to move on because i have learnt that sometimes, we have to lose in order to gain in life . Yup.:) So this time, i guess i gained a stronger relationship towards my direct family and my cousin.

Sometimes, we guys might forget about family while having fun etc but you must get this point straight, our families would never forget about us cause they are the only thing on Earth that's permanent. Anyway, recently i had lost faith in this friend of mine whom i thhought i could trust but in the end nthing about us were true except..ourselves.

2010-06-09T23:05:00.001-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TylTsyqX_iY&feature=channel

2010-06-09T23:04:00.000-07:00

How Far We've Come by ~LilWy on deviant ART

Please Stay

2010-06-09T23:00:00.000-07:00

Walking out the door this morning wondering what it is that's going on with you, on with you.
Thinking of a way to say I'm sorry for something that I'm not sure I do

So come on baby let me in and show me what this really is cause
Something must have made you say that, what did I do to make you say that to me
Something must have made you so mad, what can I do to make you say come back to me
Hoping for a moment that I, turn around and you'll be coming after me, after me
Cause all that I can say is that it's obvious, it's obvious you're all I see, all I see.

So come on baby let me in and show me what this really is about
Cause I can't read you

Come on baby let me in and show me what this really is cause
Something must have made you say that, what did I do to make you say that to me
Something must have made you so mad, what can I do to make you say come back to me

And I'll be here in the morning if you say stay, if you say stay to me, oh.
And I'll be here in the morning if you say stay, if you say stay to me, oh oh.
And I'll be here in the morning if you say stay, if you say stay to me.

Something must have made you say that, what did I do to make you say that to me
Something must have made you so mad, what can I do to make you say come back to me
Something must have made you say that, what did I do to make you say that to me
Something much have made you so mad, what can I do to make you say come back to me.aty

Sunday!

2010-05-09T08:06:00.000-07:00

Its been awhile since i went to cellgroup and Sunday morning service. Everything is still pretty much the same and i genuinely hope W405 can grow stronger with every cellgroup and Sunday service.Though i am not a staunch Christian or anything like that, i still holds great respect for this church and shine for God.

Ok enough of churchies..

Its Mother's DaY!!! (:D)

Firstly, i want to thank my mum for been so patient with me for 21 years and counting..Everytime i tio trouble outside, i had always been guilty to face you. dad and brother. Does not know the reason for that but just want to tell you guys that though i am cold or even shown my anger at you guys at times..I STILL LOVE YOU ALL VERY VERY VERY MUCH!!! <3

hmm and i am not so well spokento say i love you face to face but i hope you all knOw i care..ALOT.

May iS coming! ;D

2010-04-28T09:21:00.000-07:00

May is coming!! hah HAPPY!

hmm anw went to drink at clarke quay the social hse. Nt fun but ok lah. my fren vomitted like nobody buiness.. ewww..

anw i miss my ex now and then. Damn wish i cld look her in the eyes. nw dun even glance. :(

Nvm haha gonna be stronger.

anw had a great outing with the b6 peeps!

this pic is proff! :)

搞笑

2010-04-26T17:14:00.001-07:00

那一條牙膏在對我傻笑嘲笑我永遠用不掉
想睡就睡想鬧就鬧好快樂少了人嘮叨
藍色的碗盤多買了一套
我忘了沒人陪我通宵
要多少替代的丑角無辜的陪笑
才會讓我能真的忘了你的好

我在搞笑借著熱鬧掩蓋著心跳
邊哭邊笑偏要說著一個人真好
當人群散了突然覺得我可以死掉我受不了

還在搞笑害怕回家不知怎麼熬
這麼多年早就喜歡有你的撒嬌
我想我能熬但是至少要讓我知道你好不好

我們的小狗食量變好小眼神裡常常顯得無聊
它習慣睡覺的床尾少了一雙腳
所以他常常看著門口睡不著

我在搞笑借著熱鬧掩蓋著心跳
邊哭邊笑偏要說著一個人真好
當人群散了突然覺得我可以死掉我受不了

我在搞笑卻在最后眼淚拼命掉
你的離開失去多少我計算不了
忙完了一天突然覺得又何必辛勞對誰炫耀

還在搞笑是否擁有麻痺的療效
唱一夜歌卻避不開催淚的曲調
我徹夜胡鬧希望聽到有人會提到你好不好

2010-04-25T03:24:00.000-07:00

Saw the world turning in my sheets and once again I cannot sleep.
Walk out the door and up the street; look at the stars beneath my feet.
Remember rights that I did wrong, so here I go.
Hello, hello. There is no place I cannot go.
My mind is muddy but my heart is heavy. Does it show?
I lose the track that loses me, so here I go.
And so I sent some men to fight, and one came back at dead of night.
Said he'd seen my enemy. Said he looked just like me,
So I set out to cut myself and here I go.
I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice.
Give me reason but don't give me choice.
'Cause I'll just make the same mistake again.
And maybe someday we will meet, and maybe talk and not just speak.
Don't buy the promises 'cause, there are no promises I keep.
And my reflection troubles me, so here I go.
I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice.
Give me reason but don't give me choice.
'Cause I'll just make the same mistake,
I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice.
Give me reason but don't give me choice.
'Cause I'll just make the same mistake again.
Saw the world turning in my sheets and once again I cannot sleep.
Walk out the door and up the street; look at the stars.
Look at the stars fall down.
And wonder where did I go wrong.

2010-04-13T06:34:00.000-07:00

Miss you Gor. Hope you are doing fine with God now.:)

Titleless

2010-04-13T05:20:00.000-07:00

Its Wednesday, 13th April 2010.

Life's a bitch when you start to whine about it. This is what i had been thinking about whenever shit happens( though it always do) to me and my friends around me. Sometimes God can give you test after test after test just to make you a better man but instead some might just falter in the process. Anyway i totally hate rashes plus stay in camp NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Egg Cake!

Nameless

2010-04-11T05:29:00.000-07:00

miss you and everyone else

Praying

2010-03-29T08:02:00.001-07:00

Jie, i am praying for you everyday. God please saves her. Please.

2010-03-27T09:01:00.000-07:00

Hmm went to visit my cousin Valerie. Was not as bad as i thought it might turn out to be. Saw Wei Jie there. I am so speechless right now..or should i say..'wordless'.

SIBEI SIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Awaken

2010-03-26T05:07:00.000-07:00

Jie hope you get well soon. I miss ya.

YiXang hope you are doing fine up in God's hands. 21st March was your death anniversary so ya.Miss you .

2010-03-17T10:09:00.000-07:00

'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

I just want you back so badly.

2010-03-15T10:38:00.000-07:00

I’ll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You’ve been the only thing that’s right
In all I’ve done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we’ll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I’ll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we’ll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can’t raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do
Hmmm .. wow

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I’ll be right beside you dear .. ohh

Louder louder
And we’ll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can’t raise your voice to say …

Trouble.

2010-03-11T04:59:00.000-08:00

Had a disturbing and vexed week in camp. Totally turned off.

'TSUNAMI' in CDS terms is coming..gosh i can literally see the scene of the whole platoon 1 sleeping at 215 THE NEXT DISMOUNTING. Thank God.-.-

Met a new girl that night at Double'O' Hmm chatted with her over the phone and was quite fun actually. Did not expect that from her.

Someone please be my motivator, a friend and a partner in crime.

Have you guys ever realised that we had been running in and out in everyday life and we failed to take into heart about our loved ones like family etc?

Sometimes you might made really simple promises to your loved ones but while you are busy..you failed to make those promises happen? Promises like.." Hey son, are you coming back for dinner this evening?"..You just turn your back and already on your way down in the lift while your mum just get no reply or anything from you? All your mum i guess is just want to have a simple meal with your or even just praying that you will be home safely for dinner. Yup :)

2010-02-25T07:37:00.001-08:00

All the right friends in all the wrong places
So yeah, we're going down
They got all the right moves in all the right faces
So yeah, we're going down

Just paint the picture of a perfect place
They got it better than what anyone's told you
They'll be the King of Hearts, and you're the Queen of Spades
Then we'll fight for you like we were your soldiers

I know we've got it good
But they got it made
And the grass is getting greener each day
I know things are looking up
But soon they'll take us down,
before anybody's knowing our name.

They got all the right friends in all the right places
So yeah, we're going down
We've got all the right moves and all the wrong faces
So yeah, we're going down
They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down
They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down

Do you think I'm special?
Do you think I'm nice?
Am I bright enough to shine in your spaces?
Between the noise you hear
And the sound you like
Are we just sinking in an ocean of faces?

It can be possible that rain can fall,
Only when it's over our heads
The sun is shining everyday, but it's far away
Over the world is death.

They got,
They got,
All the right friends in all the wrong places
So yeah, we're going down
They got, all the right moves and all the wrong faces
So yeah, we're going down

They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down
They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
http://www.elyricsworld.com/all_the_right_moves_lyrics_one_republic.html
Yeah, we're going down

It don't matter what you see.
I know I could never be
Someone that'll look like you.
It don't matter what you say,
I know I could never face
someone that could sound like you.

All the right friends in all the wrong places
So yeah, we're going down
They got all the right moves and all the right faces
So yeah, we're going down

All the right friends in all the wrong places
So yeah, we're going down
They got all the right moves and all the right faces
So yeah, we're going down

They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down
They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down.

Yeah, we're going down.
Yeah, we're going down.

(All the right moves, hey)
Yeah, we're going down
(All the right moves, hey)
Yeah, we're going down

Something new.

2010-02-21T09:12:00.000-08:00

Hey, i recently found out that my ex is getting married. Did not see it coming so i am still in a state of overwhelm.

How can that be possible like a year ago

Anyway, i had been missing some of my friends alot at times now and then but guess they don't get it or maybe its just me trying to get back to before.

Hey Vicki, you knw i miss those times when you will ask me whether i gging church etc and so caring but ya..everything is so different rite now.. and i nearly made the wrg choice that nite ..

Hey i dun knw whether you might be reading this but i reall hope to get back with you and i GOT so much to share with you but it just doesn't seem as comfortable as before le...yup .

Smoke smoke smoke..die .dying..dead

I MISS HER.

wAnted to ask you the same qn but smthing is stopping me.. is it fear or wat.. idk. u decide.

Trouble.

2010-02-19T05:47:00.000-08:00

Who can spare me a ear..

Getting to know you was hard.Getting to forget you is harder.

2010-01-31T07:13:00.000-08:00

Getting to know you was hard.Getting to forget you is harder. You never left me no messages. Can't bother anymore.

Its a pain.

2010-01-18T04:11:00.000-08:00

Had a gathering at Jon's hse a week ago and it was refreshing to meet up with the guys and talk cock play ball! :) Just completed my OJT total shack..but now going to mount the platoon le..hmm wonder which one will be my platoon for the rest of my daze in army.:)

I wished you were the samw as before but i am just self deceiving myself in the end. Booking in again tmr morning..then book out again. Mafan!

2010-01-09T12:47:00.000-08:00

In the night I hear 'em talk
The coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road
He lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless
Oh
How could you be so heartless
How could you be so
Cold as the winter wind when it breeze yo
Just remember that you talkin' to me though
You need to watch the way you talkin' to me though
I mean after all the things that we been through
I mean after all the things we got into
Ayo I know its some things that you ain't told me
Ayo I did some things but that's the old me
And now you wanna give me back and you gonna show me
So you walk round like you don't know me
You got a new friend
Well I got homies
But in the end it's still so lonely
In the night I hear 'em talk
The coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road
He lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless
Oh
How could you be so heartless
How could you be so Dr. Evil
You bringing out a side of me that I don't know
I decided we weren't gonna speak so
Why we up 3 AM on the phone
Why do she be so mad at me for
Homie, I don't know she's hot and cold
I won't stop, won't mess my groove up
Cuz I already know how this thing go
You run and tell your friends that ya leaving me
They say that they don't see what you see in me
You wait a couple of months, then you gon' see
You'll never find nobody better than me
In the night I hear 'em talk
The coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road
He lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless
Oh
How could you be so heartless?
Talkin' talkin' talkin' thaw
Baby let's just knock it off
They don't know what we been through
They don't know bout me and you
So I got something new to see
And you just gonna keep hatin me
And we just gonna be enemies
I know you can't believe
I could just leave it wrong
And you can't make it right
I'm gonna take off tonight
Into the night
In the night I hear 'em talk
The coldest story ever told
Somewhere far, far, far...
He lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
Oh
How could you be so heartless
Oh
How could you be so heartless
In the night I hear 'em talk
The coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road
He lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
Over...

It Sucks To BE yOU

2010-01-03T02:38:00.000-08:00

2010

Resolutions.

Be StRong.
Be Stronger.
Be Strongest.

What if Today Is Your Last Day

2009-12-27T02:27:00.000-08:00

My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride

If today was your last day
and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
If today was your last day

Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the prize is always worth the fight
Every second counts 'cause there's no second try
So live like you'll never live it twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life

If today was your last day
and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
Would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce of memori

Merry Christmas!

2009-12-24T02:20:00.000-08:00

Haha this the the time of the year when families,couples and friends get togther to spend time and have fun together! haha gosh love the christmas party organised by the navy this year. Totally whacked the food man! :P Then rite now guilt starts kicking in :S hehe..

Hmm turning Ops in two weeks time, mixed feelings but i guess everything is just gonna turn out fine !:D Anyway i passed my first written test in Navy! Thanks God. :)
Sorry to Limei and Joaana that i can't make it on mon cause i am still on course thats why can't take leave . New year eve ok??!! :D mISS YOU ALL.

Quote of the week- To test the character of a person, sometimes you have to put them in hot water just like a teabag.

ps;

Hard to believe you.

:I

2009-12-20T02:58:00.000-08:00

你的笑容是恩惠

世界难得那麽美於是追

要你陪

可惜本能终会将美丽汗水化成泪水

黑夜之所以会黑

叫醒人心里的鬼
在游说在萦回
在体内是什麽在把我摧毁在伤痕累累
我可以无所谓
寂寞却一直掉眼泪
人类除了擅长颓废做什麽都不对
Oh … I’m not okay
我假装无所谓
才看不到心被拧碎
人在爱情里越残废就会越多安慰
无论多虚伪
空虚并非是词汇
能够形容的魔鬼
它支配着行为
能摆脱寂寞我什麽都肯给就像个傀儡
我可以无所谓
寂寞却一直掉眼泪
人类除了擅长颓废做什麽都不对
Oh … I’m not okay
我假装无所谓
才看不到心被拧碎.

Hi :)

SSC night was a blast! :):):) haha Thanks God our performance on that evening was entertaining to say the least and thats a bonus to Sylvia Yeoh actually turning up in time to be my date for that evening! Gosh, you dunno how much i was looking forward to her appearing that particular evening! :P

I fried beehoon, but in the end she just had a bite cause want to maintain the - ' doesn't eat alot type gurl image ' infront of others lol! me too! but in the end we went to eat at Holland V after the event ended Hee:p

Miss yeoh pls send me those photos you took that nite to me soon! lol can't wait to see. Anyway the 2am dessert bar you brought me to was nice though i never order anything but you did but i defintely want ot go there again and chill.Nice place to talk cock haha esp when u have a fren in Sylvia who u can talk to abt everything. But one thing i found out that evening..gosh you certainly look better then before! haha! And dun wrry pls.. YOU ARE NOT FAT AND ALL -.-"

ok thats all my SSC night went on friday night. Hope you can make it on the 8th. :) OJT LOR! JIAYOu!

Sometimes you just have to slap yourself for procrastination. Its like masturabting . After doing that you realised that you just fucked yourself. That's procrastination.

Disappointed

2009-12-19T09:25:00.000-08:00

Sometimes you can just place your trust in the wrong friend.

I was wrong and right.

2009-12-17T22:16:00.000-08:00

Hey ! just came back from South China Sea :D
Enriching experience and tiring too cause we keep moving stores and the weapons!!:( haha

Exercising on the fightdeck with the endless horizon certainly was the first for me wished you were with me.

Anyway hadn't been going to church cause of other commitments but will be going back soon asap.:)

Thought i was wrong about you but in the end you just sucks.

Somebody.

2009-12-13T03:04:00.001-08:00

This time, I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of
But dreams just aren’t enough
So I’ll be waiting for the real thing,
I’ll know it by the feeling
The moment when we’re meeting,
will play out like a scene
Straight off the silver screen
So I’ll be holding my own breath, right up ’til the end
Until that moment when,
I find the one that I’ll spend forever with
Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There’s gotta be somebody for me like that
Cause nobody wants to do it all on their own
And everyone wants to know they’re not alone
There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There’s gotta be somebody for me out there
Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight
And dammit this means too right,
it’s just like deja vu
Me standing here with you
So I’ll be holding my own breath,
could this be the end
Is it that moment when,
I find the one that I’ll spend forever with
Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There’s gotta be somebody for me like that
Cause nobody wants to do it all on their own
And everyone wants to know they’re not alone
There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There’s gotta be somebody for me out there
You can’t give up, looking for a diamond in the rough
The wind shows up, (make sure you’re holding on)
Cause it could be the one, the one you’re waiting on
Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There’s gotta be somebody for me, oh
Nobody wants to do it all on their own
And everyone wants to know they’re not alone
There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There’s gotta be somebody for me out there
Nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There’s gotta be somebody for me out there

Zoukout!

2009-12-13T02:34:00.001-08:00

Singapore’s biggest beach party ZoukOut returns

SINGAPORE: Singapore’s biggest beach party — and possibly the region’s too — ZoukOut is back for the ninth year running.

And while many party—goers are in it for the music, organisers have also added new elements, guaranteed to make a wild splash.

Wave House Sentosa is hosting one of the party’s many stages.

Revellers also tried their hands at ’surfing the tube’ at Siloso Beach’s latest lifestyle attraction.

Another new stage features live acts with tunes ranging from Brazilian Samba—Funk to Indie—Alternative.

This year’s musical line—up also features the world’s number one DJ Armin van Buuren.

The outdoor dance music festival has attracted thousands of revellers annually — many from overseas. And this year it was no different — with nearly 40 percent flying in for the event.

Last year saw some 26,000 party—goers attending the event. — CNA/de

Time goes by. So slowly. so i found interesting stuff here :)

2009-12-13T02:17:00.000-08:00

Facebook accounts hacked

SINGAPORE: Right before her eyes, Julie Chiang watched the computer screen as someone used her Facebook account — pretending to be her, asking her friend for money and claiming she had been mugged in London.

"It was surreal to watch the conversation happen right in front of me," said Ms Chiang, who had been woken up in Singapore by her friend’s phone call on Friday morning.

"He told me he was on Facebook now, talking to ’me’, and I was saying I needed money to go home."

The hacker even used Ms Chiang’s husband’s name, which could be found on her Facebook profile, in the conversation.

Even as the unfolding scam began to dawn on her, a second friend living in New Zealand messaged her to say she was having the same conversation.

Reports of such incidents — known as a 419 scam — though few, are on the rise among Facebook users.

Fraudulent individuals collect log—in information through phishing sites and access Facebook accounts to send inbox or chat messages or to update the person’s profile. And they claim to be stranded in a foreign country and ask friends to send money, usually through a money transfer service.

"While the total number of people who have been impacted is small, we take any threat to security seriously and are redoubling our efforts to combat the scam," said Facebook in a blog post in September.

The scam had previously been perpetrated through emails.

But more cyber criminals are leveraging on social engineering as a means of deceiving users, said systems engineering manager Ronnie Ng from Symantec Singapore.

"Social engineering takes advantage of our natural tendency to trust one another, rather than relying solely on technological means to steal information," he said.

Indeed, Ms Leong Su—Lin, who was chatting with "Julie" yesterday morning, said the scam seemed believable because it was a "live" conversation.

"Someone was actually responding to the questions I was asking; it wasn’t an automated thing, which is why I went along with it," Ms Leong, 32, told MediaCorp from New Zealand.

"They were also hitting on a ’soft spot’ by saying she was hurt. I was very concerned, so although she sounded a bit strange, I thought maybe it’s because she was still traumatised."

But something felt amiss. "I thought it was strange she was on Facebook and not at the police station or at an embassy," she said.

Mr Ng said people need to be more aware of where they post personal information and who they allow on their social networks. In addition, online users should be careful of clicking on links from unknown senders and use up—to—date security software, he advised.

"They should also be on their guard if they receive suspicious messages from friends, such as requests for money," he said. "Users should always double—check with their friend. When in doubt, do a search on the Internet to see if it’s a known scam."

Thankfully for Ms Chiang’s friends, they did just that, and she has since reported the incident to Facebook. "I’ve not heard of this happening, so it’ll be good for more people to know about it," she said.

The online conversation

(5:17:46 PM) Julie Chiang: Terence and I are stuck in London at the moment

(5:17:55 PM) Derrick Lim: are u there for a holiday?

(5:18:16 PM) Julie Chiang: Vacation

(5:18:27 PM) Julie Chiang: Got mugged at gun point last night ...

(5:19:00 PM) Julie Chiang: All cash,credit card and cell were stolen off me

(5:19:11 PM) Julie Chiang: I also got injured

(5:19:19 PM) Derrick Lim: oh no ....

(5:19:45 PM) Derrick Lim: what injury?

(5:20:01 PM) Julie Chiang: Little bruises all over my neck

(5:21:45 PM) Julie Chiang: I need your help to get back home?

(5:21:57 PM) Derrick Lim: my help? ....

(5:22:38 PM) Julie Chiang: Our flight leaves in less than 3hrs from now and we’re having problem settling hotel bills

(5:23:02 PM) Julie Chiang: I need you to loan me few bucks to settle the bills and get a cab to he Airport

(5:23:59 PM) Derrick Lim: ok

(5:24:42 PM) Julie Chiang: You can have it wired to my name and Location through western union ....

(5:27:27 PM) Derrick Lim: can u email me the details?

(5:27:45 PM) Julie Chiang: sure

(5:27:52 PM) Julie Chiang: Name Julie Chiang

(5:28:19 PM) Julie Chiang: Location — London, United Kingdom

(5:28:28 PM) Julie Chiang: You can try it online right now

(5:30:18 PM) Julie Chiang: Visit www.westernunion.com

(5:30:58 PM) Derrick Lim: ok

(5:31:18 PM) Julie Chiang: You will have to do it with your credit card

(5:31:22 PM) Derrick Lim: yes

Miss those days..Do you? Well..i guess..

2009-12-06T08:45:00.000-08:00

If anyone asks
I'll tell them we both just moved on
When people all stare
I'll pretend that I don't hear them talk
Whenever I see you
I'll swallow my pride and bite my tongue
Pretend I'm okay with it all
Act like there's nothing wrong
Is it over yet
Can I open my eyes
Is this as hard as it gets
Is this what it feels like to really cry
Cry
If anyone asks
I'll tell them we just grew apart
Yeah what do I care if they believe me or not
Whenever I feel your memory is breaking my heart
I'll pretend I'm okay with it all
Act like there's nothing wrong
Is it over yet
Can I open my eyes
Is this as hard as it gets
Is this what it feels like to really cry
Cry
I'm talking in circles
I'm lying, they know it
Why won't this just all go away
Is it over yet
Can I open my eyes
Is this as hard as it gets
Is this what it feels like to really cry
Cry

Time goes by.

2009-12-06T07:35:00.000-08:00

Yo! haha
So fast huh..i am halfway through my course and the third weekend withoout her. Still thinking of her but i think i am just gonna be alright without her. Already gone.

Going to South China Sea in two weeks time but isn't a big deal for you maybe but i am kinda of looking forward to it cause seriously, i have never been on sea for more than twenty mins before! :) and the two days i am gonna spend on it..woo so excited! 0.0

Life pretty messed up now . Damn. Ok, a sudden rush of thoughts running through my mind and i just remembered that i needa to bring a weighing scale back to camp tmr and its actually alrite but i am gonna bring it all the way at Sebawang Base while doing my xray??! wth! :s

oK NVM, who ask me to be 'hero' and raise up my hand when master bala asked ' who have weighing scale at home?' -.-

Ok listening to music that i just download. Anw Joanne just said she can help me with $ for my further studies after NS or during NS. But i dunno what to study now. i mean at this moment i was only ok with art and history etc but advanced dip need alot of money! And i am getting a organizer soon for 2010! Early..nah its never too early to make plans cause plans need time to plan too. HAHA. ok lame shit here.

Guardsmen! Always READY!

p.s Already Gone

Home

2009-11-29T03:32:00.000-08:00

Dad's got stones now. Need to remove ;(

Hope everything goes fine.

=I just can't control.=

nothing

2009-11-29T03:31:00.000-08:00

How Far We've Come by ~LilWy on deviant ART

Thoughts..

2009-11-28T05:36:00.000-08:00

当世界只剩下这床头灯
你那边是早晨已经出门
我侧身感到你在转身
无数陌生人正在等下一个绿灯
一再错身彼此脆弱的时分
不过渴望一个吻的余温
我关了灯黑暗把我并吞

你不在当我最需要爱
你却不在
无尽等待像独白的难捱
你不在高兴还是悲哀
你都不在
我受了伤害再偷偷好起来
你不在
时间再按下许多次快门
沉默里听见转动的秒针
一个人吃饭这个凌晨
孤单一人份你低声说你有别人
我的话筒只有自己的体温
怎样认真也不一定成真
你说得对我不得不承认

你不在当我最需要爱
你却不在
无尽等待像独白的难捱
你不在高兴还是悲哀
你都不在
受了伤害再偷偷好起来
你不在
那些摇摆我都明白
都明白
但你不在爱已不在不在
你不在当我最需要爱
你却不在
一个人分饰两角的恋爱
你不在高兴还是悲哀
你都不在
像空气般不存在的存在
再没有痕迹的爱你不在
当我需要你的爱你不在

Reflection.

2009-11-28T04:00:00.000-08:00

Events come and pass just like the clouds in the sky.
Have you guys ever step back and take a look at the year 2009 and ask yourself what ya have done or acheived through out the year? I guess different people have various reflections of themselves but for me i think not many are doing something to get what they want or are were once desperate for it till when the end of the year arrive then they somehow realised that they lost the chance to do that anymore..hmm for me, i came to realise that i lost and gained much during 2009..But whether the loss is more then the gain..that i have no idea but i know nothing can compare to losing your family or your loved ones.

"It is not how much you do, but how much love you put in the doing."

...

2009-11-27T17:19:00.000-08:00

Tired.

Peace.

2009-11-27T01:54:00.000-08:00

Hope you are getting better :)

Miss still.

Taking a breather.

2009-11-21T02:34:00.000-08:00

Read blogs today. Hope all my frens out there who are feeling depressed pls dun give up an fight on..and hmm.. ya take care! Been trying to occcupy myself. :) And i am here for you all still if YOU all need me anytime :). See Ya.

PS. Take care ya?

Misunderstood.

2009-11-19T23:06:00.000-08:00

Hey ! :)

Finally another week has passed and left 7 more weeks till end of sea soldier course. This week has been raining alot except for Tuesday. The sun was burning hot that whole day. Been thinking and trying not to think but still thinking but it all doesn't matter much as before now. Been a tiring week and i just got home an hour ago frm my base fire fighting at Civil Defence Academy..saw Muz having his Officer Course there haha. Hmm ya.
This week is nothing much, just pure tiredness. Going out soon later to meet Aaron and Tey. Planning to sign up for kayaking classes at asap tp occupy my weekends and can train myself too in teamwork and physically will improve my pull-up reps bah. Want to get Gold at the end of this whole course so got 7 more weeks to go. Hoping frm a PASS to Gold can be done bah..JiAYOu!

Anyway i am sorry. And i am not that kind of guy u think i am. I never do anything against ppl backs de and thats my character and will never change . But i admit i am wrong this time round and i want to say sorry but i knw i must be the most hated person in your heart now. But still i dunno wat to say now . Anyway take good care of yourself since you are not feeling well. And bad weather now oso..hmm yup sorry.. but i am not that kind of guy please..Hmm yup!

People please take care and remb to bring an umbrella when u guys and gurls go out! Love you all.

P.S i still miss..

2nd 12th!

2009-11-13T21:12:00.000-08:00

Been to navy for two weeks le.. next week will be the third week. Hmm been doing nothing for the past one mth of weekends alone. When you are down and there is no one to talk to ihink thats pathetic. Hmm lost a kg during these two weeks and my pull upp improved by two, running 9 flat for 5 rounds of 400m track. Broadjump improved to 225 too. But i nearly got confined for not bringing balck gloves when i bked in lor. HENG arh! Dun understan why i awlways wake up in the mornings feeling so down. Only you will know. It has been 2 mths of love and i now understand in a relationship there are bound to have ups and downs cannot be possible to be smooth all the way de mah. hmmm yup!

Anw waiting for IMPT messages can be very gan chiong de :s i am now so :( but dun think anyone know since i am hiding it so well till now..-.-

New resolutions for 2010 coming up next!

1: I am gonna take motor lessons in Feb next yr! 600 bucks!

2: Learn how to be a better boyfriend.Promise t you and i.

3: Learn how to be more independent without drifting away from <3

4: Tone down to a typical model body.:P

5: Beat the NDU guys in running and SOC.

6: Learn to appreciate weekends more!

7: Love her more everyday that passes by.

8: More 12ths to come! MANY MANY MANY MORE! :D (hehe)

9: Learn to appreciate family and friends more wth a balance between YOU and them. :)

Ok thats my resolution that i MUST do de!

nOW this folowing thing is what i had seen in my company's toilet.. here it goes..

To find out the importance of a year, ask the student who failed his final year exams.

To find out the importance of a month, ask a single wrking father who need to wait for his monthly payday to support his family.

To find out the importance of a week, ask a weekly magazine writer who need to find juice for his or hers magazine and meet the deadline.

To find out the importance of a day, ask a last stage cancer patient who is waiting for his or her family to come and visit everyday.

To find out the importance of a hour, ask a couple who are waiting to meet up for dinner.

To find out the impotance of a minute, ask a 400m sprinter in the Olympics.

To find out the importance of a second, ask a NSF who is doing his situps for IPPT

To find out the importance of a milisec, ask the silver medalist of the Olympics who just lost.

The Importance of Time

And i now cherish time like never before.:)esp wheni bk out once per week!!!!

I know now.

2009-11-08T01:47:00.000-08:00

Hey! sorry that i had been overprotective and i know nw u need personal space too. I realised this problem so i will work on it de.. :) Love you.

Down not Out

2009-11-08T01:29:00.000-08:00

Been feeling extremely depressed. Thinking too much into stuff and ya i knw sgoun't but what to do when ur loved ones and best frens are nt with u when u are down.. It has been a while since i missed my home when in camp and now that missing hm till u cry feeling is back and this time round i miss that Fighter too. SO much till i face the sea everynite so no one will know that i dropped tears.. Miss u all..esp u.

I miss you..

2009-11-04T07:59:00.001-08:00

Goodbye, Brothers of Clementi Camp!

2009-11-04T05:55:00.000-08:00

Got posted out today. Ultimate sian but needa to get on anyway..

I MISS YOU. Ten weeks OF Navy and i know i can't focus. Dunno what to do and yea. Call me soon ya? <3

2009-11-01T03:10:00.000-08:00

In the light of the sun

Is there anyone?

Oh, it has begun

Oh dear, you look so lost

Your eyes are red, the tears are shed

This world you must have crossed, you said

You don't know me

And you don't even care, oh yeah

And you said, you don't know me

And you don't wear my chains, oh yeah

Essential yet appealed

You carry all your thoughts across an open field

Where flowers gaze at you

They're not the only ones who cry when they see you

You said you don't know me

And you don't even care, oh yeah

Well you said you don't know me

And you don't wear my chains, oh yeah

She said I think I'll go to Boston

I think I'll start a new life

I think I'll start it over

Where no one knows my name

I'll get out of California

I'm tired of the weatherI think I'll get a lover

And fly 'em out to Spain

Oh yeah and I think I'll go to Boston

I think that I was tiredI think I need a new town

To leave this all behind

I think I need a sunrise

I'm tired of sunset

I hear it's nice in the summer

Some snow would be nice, oh yeah

You don't know me

And you don't even care, oh yeah

Boston, where no one knows my name

Where no one knows my name

Where no one knows my name, yeah

Boston, where no one knows my name

Boston

2009-11-01T02:54:00.000-08:00

Hmmm... what should i do. Anyone out there pls give me a call! HAIZ.

ps. haha another coded post.

I need to get my needs!

2009-10-30T20:34:00.000-07:00

Hey, haha actually i got pretty much to write in this post but ya guess nothing can come out now..yup. I need a new shirt( afew actually) then a new pair of jeans, a new cap, new specs and shades. Ya pick up a refreshed interest in cooking recently and gt my first guinea pig last week HAHA. 6 out of 10??!! HAIZ.

2009-10-30T08:35:00.000-07:00

"We need a hero, courageous sacrificing people, setting examples for all of us. Everybody loves a hero - people line up for them, cheer for them, scream their names, and years later tell how they stood in the rain for hours just to get a glimpse of the one who told them to hold on a second longer. There's a hero in all of us, that keeps us honest, gives us strength, makes us noble, and finally gets us to die with pride. Even though sometimes we have to be steady, and give up the thing we want most, even our dreams."

Stress Stress Stress.

2009-10-18T03:33:00.000-07:00

Stressed up cause i got two tests coming up this week and its a long week. Haiz.. nEED TO pass this two tests!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Dear God, lead me the way and grant me the strength through this week as i pray everynight to you My Lord. Praying for my loved ones and everyone that i could think of.

Dear Fighter, i just want to tell you that i really miss you alot and i need ur encouragement recently really but gt no chance to talk to u face to face till i dun know who to turn to. <3 YOU with lots of missing..Esp looking forward to nexk bookout seriously..:)

2009-10-16T08:46:00.000-07:00

Hey Everyone! :)
I had been through a physically sapping week beause of the close unarmed combat training that they are rushing us through now. Slam here and there certainly doesn't sound any fun when i first started doing those technical moves but as the lessons goes along i kinda of find it useful along the way and look macho too! HAHA. :P
My instructor is a former national muay thai fighter and came in 3rd in the nationals. Cool stuff huh? He told us that these moves will come in handy as they can protect my loved ones then i came to think of my family and friends, loved ones :) Like ' Hey man, these moves certainlt come in handy man! ' LOL. So now i hope next week grading i can get a good one and can be aN upgraded soldier! :) Been learning how to cook from my new fren in clementi camp. He is frm Shatec so i guess he shd know his stuff huh? So i asked him whether can teach me to cook on any free days anot and he agreed! See you made great pals in army that wld be so selfless till its unbelievable till you urself see it for urself. His name is Guo Dong. lol ! Thanks Bro!
Going to meet up with Jon, Aaron, Bryan and Lyn tmr! Can't wait esp since it has been awhile since we last saw each other and had fun! Miss you guys! Woo okok been kinda of moody this week but i know things can only get better. :) Love 12th.

ORD please..

2009-10-11T02:41:00.000-07:00

You say you gotta go and find yourself

You say that you're becoming someone else

Don't recognize the face in the mirror looking back at you

You say you're leaving as you look away

I know there's really nothing left to say

Just know I'm here whenever you need me

I'll wait for you

So I'll let you go, I'll set you free

And when you've seen what you need to see

When you find you, come back to me

Take your time, I won't go anywhere

Picture you with the wind in your hair

I'll keep your things right where you left them

I'll be here for you

Oh and I'll let you go,

I'll set your free

And when you've seen what you need to see

When you find you, come back to me

And I hope you find everything that you need

I'll be right here waiting to see

You find you, come back to me

I can't get close if you're not there

I can't get inside if there's no soul there

I can't face you, I can't save you

It's something you'll have to do

So I'll let you go, I'll set you free

And when you've seen what you need to see

When you find you, come back to me

Come back to me

So I'll let you go,

I'll set you free

And when you've seen what you need to see

When you find you, come back to me

And I hope you find everything that you need

I'll be right here waiting to see

You find you, come back to me

When you find you, come back to me

I WANT TO ORD NOW!

2009-10-11T02:36:00.002-07:00

I am so disoriented now. Wish you were here to listen to me. But nvm i know still got countless chances to do that. :) 12th !! <3

I WANT TO ORD NOW!

2009-10-11T02:36:00.001-07:00

2009-10-11T02:09:00.000-07:00

Some say you both look like a couple.
Some think you deserve something better.
Some say i am wrong.
So confusing..
But i am DAMN SURE that i love you. :) <3

2009-10-11T02:04:00.000-07:00

Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are.
Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.

A month of love. :)

2009-10-09T21:17:00.000-07:00

Hey! :)

Love feels no burden, thinks nothing of trouble,attempts what is above its strength, pleads no excuse of impossibility...It is therefore able to undertake all things, and it completes many things, and warrants them to take effect, where he who does not love would faint and lie down. Love is watchful and sleeping, slumbereth not. Though weary, it is not tired;though pressed, it is not straitened;though alarmed, it is not confounded...

P.S; You know you are in love when you see the world in her eyes, and her eyes everywhere in the world.

Come Back To Me

2009-10-04T01:13:00.000-07:00

You said you gonna go and find yourself
You said that you are becoming someone else

Don't recognize the face in the mirror
Looking back at you

Just now that i am here
Whenever you need me
I'll wait for you

So i'll let you go and
Set you free
And when you see what you need to see
when you find you come back to me

Take your time i won't go anywhere
picture you with wind in your hair

i will be right here with you.

So come back to me when u see what you need to see

Love you Always. <3

Feelings made known.

2009-10-02T19:38:00.000-07:00

Trying to make up to you
And it feels like tonight. :)
Sometimes i wish i can be 24/7 with you.

Sometimes i wish i can see your face.

Sometimes i wish i can kiss you at that particular moment.

But i am in love with you EVERYTIME. :) <3

Mad World..Mad World..

I wonder what you are doing now..? :(

2009-09-22T06:43:00.000-07:00

Hey! i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u i miss u imiss u i miss u

Posted out.

2009-09-17T19:48:00.000-07:00

This is a post about been posted out..

Life has been awesome in 3 Guards where its a place that make others stare in awe.
When we went to Tekong for our fieldcamp, everyone were staring at us..i can see the respect and fear on their faces which gave me further motivation and also a kind of pride that only we know how it feels to be a Guardsmen..But all is gone now as i am been posted out..Gosh its one of the saddest day of my life somehow..:(

Always ReADY! Ready to Strike!

Happy Si Yuan

2009-09-14T07:57:00.000-07:00

I am so happy till i can faint. :) With you around i know i have the best.:D Thanks for the undeniable comfort you has brought to me. :) Love with misses :D

Happy and Loved :)

2009-09-13T06:59:00.000-07:00

Yeah today and yesterday were 2009 happiest days coupled with my POP day. ;D Gosh drwam ame true is certainly a wonderful feeling. Miss motivator! :):):) Wonder how u doing during my course.. hmm anyway met up with Sylvia and Vicki today. Was refreshing cus she like nv exercise for a long time le.lol
Thanks Sylvia for making the trip down..:)

Happy yet Dying./

Some people can just suck my cock.

2009-09-10T02:03:00.000-07:00

What the fuck is up with the people these days? Just dun get them. When you thought ok its finally over but wtf everything start all over again. ccb.

POP Week 29th Aug to 5th Sept

2009-08-29T22:37:00.000-07:00

12th June 2009

Got enlisted to Bedok Camp 2. Mood: Expecting the worse but with a sense of anticipation.
0600hrs: Got on a cab, myself taking the front seat with the reast of my family taking up the rear seats. Borrowed brother's handphone to listen to music chilling out. Listened to Adam Lambert's version of 'No Boundaries'. Keep repeating the song again and again till i reached the camp.
I was thinking how in the world i am gonna survive in NS..

28th August 2009

Now is the last 6 days of my BMT phase in 3rd Guards. POP and 24km route march staring in my face so near yet so far. My ankle swelling still hasn't reside yet. Stressed. Got SOC and IPPT tests coming. Stressed .

24km route march with FBO certainly is pushing my own physical and mental limit. But i know limits are pushable. :)

All are welcome to come to my POP wor! This Sat 5th Sept 2009! Bedok Camp 2! 3rd Guards! Always Ready! Ready to Strike!

Going on fieldcamp.

2009-08-16T18:22:00.000-07:00

Life has been rather up tempo-ed in my camp now. All the activites are starting to strain on my body and mind le. Wonder when is it gonna end and up next is the fieldcamp at Tekong..does not bode well for us Then cannot book out somemore ultimate sian.

I am really tired man. Still missing my family esp my mum nowadays. Esp when fieldcamp is nearing and no booking out is the ultimate sucide. Wonder Devan or Rikti understand me anot. :(
So long.. See ya all sooN! Loves and Misses. :)

If not now, then when?

2009-07-30T20:35:00.000-07:00

Here's a quote

We don't die for our country during war,we make the enemies do that instead.

Been a mth and 19 days in 3rd Guards liao, BMT ends on 4th Sept then after that i believe GAIT will be much much much tougher then BMT then after that got GCC which will be much much worse then the already worse GAIT but i know i can pull through this once and for all cause i know i am protecting my loved ones and my home.:)
Miss them..

Tough times don't last.Tough people do.

2009-07-19T07:31:00.000-07:00

Down with fever so on MC for 6 days. Ultimate sian.

Going back camp on 22th. Remedial training staring in my face soon..

Got my SAR-21 after a 'war' but extreme stress followed after which.

Hope nothing will go wrong and even when i thought every hope of mine is dashed, there will be no fear because i know my platoon mates will be covering my back and vice versa. :)

2009-07-09T16:59:00.000-07:00

Yo peeps!
haha my PTP is coming to an end meaning i am about to enter BMT phase le! SAR 21!
Hahaha! I booked out on Thursday night! So happy! Haha! :P
I learnt many new stuff in army and i know i will learn alot more under my section commander SGT Devan. On my enlistment day, my first impression of him was happy go lucky but now my impression certainly had changed for the better. I think i am the one of the lucky few to be under him. Where could you find a SGT depriving himself of sleep so that he can look after us the new recruits? Mind you, he only slept 2 hrs close to nothing nightly just to ensure we get 7 hours of sleep nightly. One night he even changed my dressing for me without i knowing it. This is D-E-D-I-C-A-T-I-O-N for you. *Salute*

Unfortunately, i think we lost his respect for us last night. Everything. :(

2009-07-04T05:58:00.000-07:00

Army is a whole new world all together. GOSH.

2009-06-10T21:18:00.000-07:00

Here i am trying to write alot of my thoughts right here right now but nothing seems to come out.
Ok i needa to reach Bedok Camp by 8 am tmr and its peak hour on the way there.GOSH.
Ok i guess Yi Xian might had forget about tmr but its ok! haha! Know she is very busy now! JIAYOU BUDDY!
Anyway i think i am so gonna sleep tonight so i decided to be a smart aleck by sleeping my afternoon away. HAHA.
Wrote a letter to MH hoping the Singapore Post work overtime today, just today.. no i hope they work overtime everytime i and MH write a letter to each other! HAHAHA.

Ok back then serving NS was like at the back of my head, the furthest back...all the way till NOW. Today is my last entry before i go botak le and so gonna miss doing alot of stuff.ALOT.

Num One- I can't go down TPY to find MH after her sch end le! :(
Num Two- I can't go church on Sunday early morning to meet Vicki at City Hall anymore. I know you are always busy and no tim fo rmy nonsense but i am not giving up on you because i know i made the right friend in you. :)
Num Three- Ok because of Vicki again, i made wonderful new friends during church and i want to thanks you again for making all this possible. :D
Num Four- i am gonna liss KBox-ing with SHE and with Yi Xian because its rare nowadays since everyone is busy with their own suff. So meet up everyone asap! :) With me of course. :P

But most imptly i am gonna miss everyone i love and loved and those who love and loved me during these days. I LOVE YOU GUYS AS WHO YOU ARE . loVES And Misses... GOSH. :0

Msg me in camp!

Love me in camp!

Miss me in camp.:)

Ok gonna go slp nw because i know i can't sleep tonight so gonna use this afternoon to catch up first! :P

So long friends.

2009-06-08T23:49:00.000-07:00

WE are GUARDSMAN WARRIORS.

Resolute in loyalty,

Steadfast in commitment.

We fight for our country, our Home and our Family.

Land warriors from Air and Sea,Unfailing in Toughness,

Valiant in our Actions.

We destroy all foes who challenge our Mission.

We are ELITE warriors,

With Daring Initiative,

We Rule the Day,

And we Rule the Night!

Always Ready!

Ready to Strike!

2009-06-08T23:42:00.000-07:00

My Unit!

2009-06-08T20:48:00.001-07:00

Friends are like balloons.Once you let them go, you can't get them back. So I'm gonna tie you to my heart so I never lose you. <3

No title( Can't think of one)

2009-06-02T21:44:00.000-07:00

Hi to anyone who has been reading my online diary (Blog).

I had coded this blog so when you had decoded it please TAG me. :P

Gosh. Been awhile since i listened to sad songs on my MP3. It sucks cause it made me teary yet again. I need a change and i am gonna do anything that's within moral intelligence in order to achieve my change.

Sometimes i wonder am i doing all these for me or for you but i guess all those doesn't matter to you as much as it matters to me. All the times spent close with you is like a eclipse-Looking Forward To and Rare. You are like a star that is always up there with your fellows but i am just an ordinary human compared to you. Always.

Please don't ever ignore me because i will always not ignore you( How i wish )

Sometimes things do not go your way as you want them to but for me i just hope that you are well on your way to bliss and happiness. Hope is the only thing i have now. In times like this.

2009-06-01T21:46:00.000-07:00

Introduction
The Guardsmen
The Guards are infantry soldiers who are proficient in helicopter operations. All Guardsmen are taught and trained to be comfortable working with helicopters. They are proficient in Terminal Air Guidance, in the setting up of landing sites as well as communicating with the pilots.To ensure that Guardsmen are able to land in any conditions, they are taught the normal emplaning and deplaning drills, all Guardsmen are able to execute hover-jump, heli-rapelling, and fast-rope down, in full battle order.

The specialised skills that Guardsmen possess are vital to the SAF as they add a new dimension to the modern battlefield. To achieve such high standards is not without blood, sweat and tears. The men are put through some of the most rigorous training. To be worthy of adorning the muchh sought-after 'Guards' shoulder tab and the Khaki beret, trainees have to go through the gruelling 'Guards Officers Conversion Course' for officers and 'Guards Specialist Conversion Course' for specialists.The men go through the 'Guards Advanced Continuation Training' (GACT) to earn their mark as Guardsmen. These conversion courses push every soldier physically and mentally to the limit and only those who qualify will be given the right to be called a 'Guardsmen'.

Training - Rappelling and Roping
In battle, Guardsmen are noted for their rapid deployment of troops. Their rapid deployment is by helicopter. Thus, an important part of their training has to do with helicopters. This entails not only rapid disembarkation techniques but also rappelling, coming down from the chopper via long ropes. A nice landing area may not always be available, and Guards units may have to rappel straight into battle zones, or onto rooftops. The Guards have to master many kinds of rappelling from cliffs and buildings. In one method, they come down a cliff head-downwards. All this business of jumping off cliffs may sound scary but the Guards are used to it such that it is second nature to them.

2009-06-01T21:43:00.000-07:00

Insignia

1. The Wings

These are to represent the Guards' heliborne capabilities.

2. Bayonet and Laurel

These are symbols of the Guardsmen's superior skills as infantry soldiers.

3. Maroon Colour Backdrop

This colour signifies brotherhood and espirit-de-corps within the Formation.

4. Gold Colour Foreground

This colour is associated with loyalty to the nation, devotion to our duty and dedication to the task that has been set before us.

2009-05-31T19:30:00.000-07:00

Ok going to update Xiao May's birthday photos up on facebook and my blog soon. As usual, went to play soccer on Saturday morning. But almost everyone were late and in the end when we has enough people for a game and we found out we are missing a BALL! Dammit.

And the rain made it worse.

Then we decided to buy a ball from a heartland shop that reminds me of my childhood.LOL

After the game went home to bath and had short nap. Went to grandma hse after that for dinner.

Gosh. Cousin Yi Feng bought another two caps for me. BUT my head is kinda of overgrown for those two!!! Argh!! HEHE but i still love the caps anyway. :)

Went back to church on Sunday morning. Met Vicki at Cityhall and i was early so in order not to be fined for overstay at the station i decided to tap my card and went to Citylink and walk arond.

We reached Expo damn early la. First time i see a Q outside the entrance.O.o

It was awesome.

After the service, we went to lunch at Changi Airport Terminal Two.

We ate at Mac and lol i, Vicki, Sheena and Weiyuan got no cash at all !!!!!
Thanks to Ni Hua!! OMG she's like super nice la!!!!

Gave us money to buy food and loL! When we were ordering our food at the counter, we were like- "Ermm how much is a double cheeseburger?? How much is 20 piece nuggets?? Its like we were in Amazing Race lah wah piang!

LOL.

Then after that went to swim at Vicki's uncle condo. I LEARNT HOW TO SWIM.OMG.
Thanks Jordan for lending us the shorts!!! YeahhH!!!!

YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And guess what, we saw Daniel Bennent at the poolside lah!!! OMG we played withe his daughter at the pool. I made a new friend at the pool wor!! HAHA.

ok my angmoh her sibei jialut...suddenly feel very weird so i decided to stop typing le.. Bye!!!!!

Dammit.

I hate writing NOW.

2009-05-28T21:52:00.000-07:00

YA
Happy Birthday Xiao May!!!

Next time must ask you pei me sing One Night In Bejing le since ur pitch is so HIGH!!! LOL!
OMG today is gonna be fun for you !!! Miss you like a lunatic now( Without your pitch i guess it wldn;t be you le so i guess its a good trait of Xiao May afterall!!!

Watched Angels and Demons with Cindy was late. Damn nice la the movie. Had to try stop her from dozing off when the movie just started because she dun get the plot at the beginning. But as the movie reels things got better for her. It was AWESOME! Four thumbs up!

LOL!

Yipeee ya!

Oh ya two nights ago is my worst nightmare.. Thanks God its over.

I am weak emotionally but that doesn't mean i am WEAK.

I am losing doesn't mean i had lost.

I am hurting doesn't mean i am hurt.

I need a change. Maybe army will do that for me. The Big Escape.

2009-05-27T19:39:00.000-07:00

First i want to thanks Ming Hui and Vicki for the help yesterday :):):)

Aiyo yesterday night i was in super lousy mood SUPER TOTALLY.

But for quick cash i had to take up the job!!! Anyway thanks aaron(B6) for the lobang. :P

Ok super tired now gging to sleep again to recharge for tmr!!! :):):)

Bye peeps... :D

2009-05-20T21:25:00.000-07:00

She said I feel stranded
And I can't tell anymoreIf we coming or I'm going
It's not how I planned it
I've got the key to the door
But it just won't open
And I know, I know, I know
Part of me says let it go
That life happens for a reason
I don't, I don't, I don't
It goes I never went before
But this time, this time
I'm gonna try anything ta just feel better
Tell me what to do yeah
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything ta just feel better
And I can't find my way
God I need a change
And I do anything ta just feel better
Any little thing ta just feel better
She said I need you to hold me
I'm a little far from the shore
And I'm afraid of sinking
You're the only one who knows me
And who doesn't ignore
That my soul is weepingI know, I know, I know.
Part of me says let it go
Everything must have it seasons
Round and round it goes
And every day's a one before
But this time, this timeI'm gonna try anything ta just feels better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything ta just feel better
And I can't find my way
God I need a change
And I do anything ta just feel better
Any little thing ta just feel better
I'm tired of holding on
To all things I ought to leave behind, yeah
It's really getting nowhere
I think
I need a little help this time!
Yeah
I'm gonna try anything ta just feel better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything ta just feel better
And I can't find my way
Girl I need a change
And I do anything ta just feel better
Any little thing ta just feel better :)

2009-05-19T19:49:00.001-07:00

Gotta find a way, i can't wait another day. Ain't nothin' gonna change if we stay 'round here. Gotta do what it takes Cause it's all in our hands. We all make mistakes yeah, but it's never too late to start again (yeah yeah) Take another breath. And say another prayer. And fly away from here. Anywhere. Yeah, I don't care. We'll just fly away from here. Our hopes and dreams are out there somewhere. Won't let time pass us by. We'll just fly. If this life gets any harder now. It ain't no nevermind. You got me by your side. And anytime you want. We can catch a train. And find a better place. Yeah, 'cause we won't let nothin'. Or no one keep gettin' us down. Maybe you and ICan pack our bags and hit the skyAnd fly away from hereAnywhereYeah, I don't careWe'll just fly away from hereOur hopes and dreamsAre out there somewhereWon't let time pass us byWe'll just flyDid we see a bluer sky now?You can have a better life nowOpen your eyes'Cause no one here can ever stop usThey can try but we won't let themNo way-ay-ay-ah !!!Maybe you and I can pack our bags and say goodbye And fly away from here Anywhere Honey I don't care We'll just fly away from here Our hopes and dreams are out there somewhere Fly away from here Yeah anywhere Honey, I don't I don't I don't flyYeah we'll just fly.

What the fuck?

2009-05-19T19:38:00.000-07:00

Its amazing how a friend can appear so sincere at times and become a snub all of a sudden. Sometimes i just want to ignore this friend for good whenever she does that and God knows when.
When a friend you never see or contact for ages ask you out for a movie or something then you will be thinking WOW did my friend reserve this day just for me. Actually she is just weighing her potential multiple dates in that day. Things get worse when you are the lightest on hers weighting which amounts next to nothing.

Today,yesterday were a rude awakening for me as i finally had my fucking answers that has been around for a year plus plus.

Decided that i had enough of this shit so Fuck it. Flying away from here but there are no ideal quiet place in my mind now. Any introductions? :)

Life sucks TOTALLY.

2009-05-18T19:34:00.001-07:00

HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MI carnival!!!

2009-05-16T22:47:00.000-07:00

Haha in the end went to the carnival after a sleepless week. :)

All in all not as bad as i thought it would be. I am not referring to the carnival though it was not awe inspiring at the same time.

It was certainly shiok to meet Syl and Mary at the carnival!!!!:P

Saw a couple of teachers and lotsa of frens. LOL. Even Chelsea.:p

After the carnival ended went to Fish and Co with Syl, Mary and Lisa( Hope i got your name right! HAHA) and it was a quite a rush. -.-"
Nvm!!! Must meet up again!!!! :):):)

Hope everything went well for you yesterday.:)

Hope you are doing well in school. After sseing you again after months..Still hurts. Sorry. :)

Photos from my birthday!!!! Muackk!!!! :):):)

2009-05-14T21:24:00.001-07:00

Thanks to everyone!!!! :):):) HAPPY

2009-05-11T19:16:00.000-07:00

Hellos!! Finally a happy post!! :D

It was my 20th birthday yesterday and Jenn msged me earlier last week to keep my monday free so she could have dinner with me. Ok i said and so i was looking forward to Monday since its my birthday and it has been like jolly good 5 months since i saw her!!

Ok counting down since she msged me....

Thursday came, Ah Ron and Jon msged me to stay over at Ah Ron's hse and drink and play. Wosh it was once a lifetime experience man!!! Can't wait for the next invite!! Thanks Brothers!!! :) CHEERS.

FrIDAy went to Ah Ron's hse and man isn't his dog fierce man. O.O

hahahah!

Went to meet them at Hougang Plaza first then cab there.

Bryan hugged me instead of shaking hands !!-.-"

HAHAH!!! BEAR HUG!

When we reached there,kudos to Bryan for setting up the Rock Band set and PS3

then Sean took the guitar, lyn took the drum then i took the mike!! LOL!! DAMN funny keep going off pitch and i dunno the songs so just hummm for quite a while.

Then played winnin eleven with sean and jon. Shiok sia!! Sean!!! hahahah!!!

Then we played indian poker and alot of funny games( pear apple??!!) O.O

tHEN i and sean played again then morning at ard 8, i and jon jon went clementi in a cab then he dropped me off at interchange i took bus hm to chiong to grandma hse for MOther's Day celebratioN!!!!!:):):)

Then at grandma hse, took lotsa of photos(To be updated) and the effort my whole family tree put in to meet and cook is like WOW!! :D
Happyy!!!!My two niece pulled me by the hand and gave me presents!! Cute sia!! heee love them.

Ok 11th May finally arrived..can't wait for the dinner with Jia Jia..
Went to Soon Yang's hse to play catch up and he got a gift that he brought back from China(a England keychian-.-") LOL! Thanks Soon yang!!!

Then at ard 4 plus reached home then ironed my shirt and bermudas then wash up brushed teeth then welll on the way to meet jenn!!! YeaH!!
When i was walking to the bus stop, she called asking me where i am then ask me to walk slowly so i took a bus to CCK interchange then take the same bus to Plaza Sing again then JAM!!!!-.-"

lol so i was late by half and hour(SORRY!!)
When i reached Alvin and Jenn passed me the gift they bought for me!!! Love the shirt!!! Muack!!!

Then Jenn said walk ard first la the place alot of ppl then went to the gents then we finally proceed to the fish restaurant.......Ta-AAH!!!!!
THEN I SAW TWO WHOLE ROWS OF FRIEND(PLUS A FEW NEW FACES) !!! tHERE!!!! OMG! THEN I COUNTED ITS LIKE WHAT??!!!! 2O people!!! plus my chi relief teacher was there too lah!! Then the whole plaace turned to look at us. -.-" LOL!!!

Thanks to Bryan,Yiling,Jonathan,May,May(Small),Jenn,Alvin,Meng kian,Kiren,Ma xIA,Remund,Joanna,Cindy and MK's two friends,Sean and Hui Ting,Mr Chi Relief Teacher and AhRon and Nico!!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS.MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<3

If a person's wealth is measured by his or hers number of friends, then i would be a millionaire now!!! Omg. Thanks again for those whom sent me well wishes and presents and the card u guys gave me...seriously TOUCHED. :):):) hey limei,eddy,wei chong,danni and lyn its ok u guys never come down because i still..LOVE YOU GUYS NO MATTER WAT!!!!! :):):):):p

All in all the pictures taken will be uploaded when its possible(SORRY!!) Thanks again for all my dearest friends... You GUYS AND GYRLS ROCK!!!!!!!! Cheers.:)

God Bless YoU All.

Ok now to the

Happy Mother Day!!

2009-05-10T21:29:00.000-07:00

WOW superb friday and sat man!!
Thanks Ah Ron for inviting. SHIOK haha !!
Sat went hm in the morning with a bit of rashes and serious lack of sleep. Then chiong to grandma hse to celebrat Mother Day!!! MASS MOTHER Gathering lahh!! i am 'stuck' IN BETWEEN , lotsa of photos taken by my cousins hope they send the pics over soon!!!
Man Cousin Joanne got CK cologne for me lah. Smells great man and i didn;t knw she got facebk-.-"""
She got back frm HK nw now she is going back again. SIAN.
The got two caps frm Yi Feng Cousin , she said becus i going army soon le so the two caps very PRATICAL nw LOL! OK
Counting down to June le tHANKS AGAIN TO THOSE FRIENDS WHO SENT ME BIRTHDAY wishes!!! Esp Sabrina its like WOW you still remb me la. Been years since Dunearn days then you are the first one to msg me somemore.:D Thank YOu!! And your birthday is just days aft mine so can meet!!! HAHAHA!!

Hello to the World

2009-05-05T19:11:00.000-07:00

I learnt from my previous breakup that puppy love is like a chewing gum.
The first chew will have the sweetest taste,
As more chews followed on,
The sweetness get bland and more bland everytime you chew.
At the end of the day,
Both parties got their cheap thrills and urges satisfed,
Both can't wait to get each other out of their life
But hanging on to each other out of SOCIAL responsibility.
Chew that people.

BITCH

2009-05-04T19:10:00.000-07:00

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ming Hui!

2009-04-27T19:22:00.000-07:00

Went to meet MH for dinner again yesterday aft hers classes. Since on diet and budget so ate ceh ten and rojak tat we shared lol so thrifty right. then nothing much actually. so take care everyone. Thamks MH! Take care! :):):)

Angst

2009-04-26T19:20:00.000-07:00

I hate it all. Really.
Had a argument with mum this morning over TOPPING UP OF EZLINK CARD.-.-"
Really hate the everything at that moment in time.REALLY HATE TILL CAN DIE. DIE DIE DIE.

Come on and tag me!!! Show some love. :P

2009-04-23T19:33:00.001-07:00

Wow.
Haha let me summarise my week here in this entry.
Monday..hmmm. Ok. Went to find Ming Hui for dinner at Toa Payoh Hub only to find the double, aircon hawker is GONE!!!!OMG -.-"
That place once inhibit the BEST fish and chips stall in town man..NOW its GONE..OMG.
Replaced by a Bak Gu Teh shop.-.-"
Then helped to take hers bag since she had a long day in sch anD first day too.LOL!
Ming hui JIAYOU!!!!! :):):)

Then i took bus frm TPY to Jurong East alone since she has work at night, was bored sia!!
Passed by Chinatown was curious abt those food AND SHOPs THERE esp at night but curb my temptation.LOL.
tHEN passed by Orchard then deciding shd i alight and take a direct bus home. Decided the journey to the door frm the back was too long so decided to remain seated to the seat. Then reached Vivvo!!! By tat time no choice, ren you shan ji..so hehe went dwmn to take a pee and went to Harbourfront interchange to take 963. wooosssh tired.. went hm slept at 1 plus.
Ok thats my only interaction with the outside world and humans tis week so far so fidos!!!
Take care everyone esp those in NS and MI and polys!!! JIAYOU!!! ANd Michelle thanks for listening to my nonsense everytime.HE :p U ARE THE BEST!!! :):):) JIAYOU EVERYONE ON EARTH!! ITS EARTH DAY!!!! lOVES.

Yi Xian's Birthday!!!

2009-04-15T19:16:00.000-07:00

Dearest Yi Xian
Smile, your ever lasting smile
Smile can bring you near to me
Don't ever let me find you gone
Because that will bring the tears to me
I may not be at the canteen
Waiting for you anymore
So we can go home together
Go town together,
But i am always here when
You need

a punching bag
a pack of tissue papers
a shoulder for you when you are tired
Yi Xian
If your life is a car journey
Then we would be your signboards and streetlamps
Signboards to give you direction
Street lamps to give you light when darkness fall on you
We do not ask anything in return
All we want is for you to have a safe journey
All in the name of friends
Happy Bithday my dearest friend :)
Loves.<3

2009-04-06T04:02:00.000-07:00

Hi my loved friends.
I bet some of you out there don't know how cherished you guys ar been cherished by me right???:):):) i miss you guys ALOT.like ALOT ALOT ALOT...:( Haiz
Meet up soon everyoone and JIAYOU in wat ever u are doing ok?
I MISS YOU YOU AND YOU!!!!!!
oH ya i am going in NS on 12th June.:0 Bedok Camp. so Joannna!!!and Jon!!1 i might call u both out for supper wor!! HAHA!! Must Meetttt!!! NAD U GUYS BETTA TAKE CARE OF URSELVES PLS. SMILE!!!!:):):)

Wah very outdated le i know.-.-" HAHA

2009-04-04T23:26:00.000-07:00

Mr Ang's Wedding