寂寞不痛

寂寞不痛 痛在念舊
越小的事越多的感受
時間像笨小偷把幸福打破
留下了碎片讓人難過

寂寞不痛 痛在做夢
幻想當你自由膩了以後
會來激動吻我用愛悔過
做醒不來的夢

什麼都總會舊的
多麼苦澀無奈的心得
卻沒選擇

Post Ord

This is my first entry after Ord. Know it's abit late now but i want to thank all my former platoon mates from BMT(Guards), 2PDF, SSC and last but not least, CDS. Miss those wee hours that i spent with my vanguard mates. Shouting 'Excuse me!' at the wall, thinking that the sound waves were strong enough to open the auto doors behind us. Talking about life after ORD. How our past relationships went pat and how we regret having done some stuff that we shouldn't had. Those Whiskey Tower days eating and playing psp and duty at the same time which i had done at every OP too(haha) Talking 'cock' about personal stuff with my partners and dsc and those cobra crew. See people fishing..Romeo having their ptrol close up at OP3. oH well.. Just to sumn it up, i guess i miss you, and you and you and YES you!!! :( Take care to all, much missed.)

Last entry was

WEDNESDAY, JUNE 9, 2010

As you can see, its been quite awhile since i last updated my page here. Nothing much happened only that my 4th Uncle passed away peacefully a week ago. Its sad but in life we got to learn how to move on because i have learnt that sometimes, we have to lose in order to gain in life . Yup.:) So this time, i guess i gained a stronger relationship towards my direct family and my cousin.

Sometimes, we guys might forget about family while having fun etc but you must get this point straight, our families would never forget about us cause they are the only thing on Earth that's permanent. Anyway, recently i had lost faith in this friend of mine whom i thhought i could trust but in the end nthing about us were true except..ourselves.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TylTsyqX_iY&feature=channel

How Far We've Come by ~LilWy on deviantART

Please Stay

Walking out the door this morning wondering what it is that's going on with you, on with you.
Thinking of a way to say I'm sorry for something that I'm not sure I do

So come on baby let me in and show me what this really is cause
Something must have made you say that, what did I do to make you say that to me
Something must have made you so mad, what can I do to make you say come back to me
Hoping for a moment that I, turn around and you'll be coming after me, after me
Cause all that I can say is that it's obvious, it's obvious you're all I see, all I see.

So come on baby let me in and show me what this really is about
Cause I can't read you

Come on baby let me in and show me what this really is cause
Something must have made you say that, what did I do to make you say that to me
Something must have made you so mad, what can I do to make you say come back to me

And I'll be here in the morning if you say stay, if you say stay to me, oh.
And I'll be here in the morning if you say stay, if you say stay to me, oh oh.
And I'll be here in the morning if you say stay, if you say stay to me.

Something must have made you say that, what did I do to make you say that to me
Something must have made you so mad, what can I do to make you say come back to me
Something must have made you say that, what did I do to make you say that to me
Something much have made you so mad, what can I do to make you say come back to me.aty

Sunday!

Its been awhile since i went to cellgroup and Sunday morning service. Everything is still pretty much the same and i genuinely hope W405 can grow stronger with every cellgroup and Sunday service.Though i am not a staunch Christian or anything like that, i still holds great respect for this church and shine for God.

Ok enough of churchies..

Its Mother's DaY!!! (:D)

Firstly, i want to thank my mum for been so patient with me for 21 years and counting..Everytime i tio trouble outside, i had always been guilty to face you. dad and brother. Does not know the reason for that but just want to tell you guys that though i am cold or even shown my anger at you guys at times..I STILL LOVE YOU ALL VERY VERY VERY MUCH!!! <3

hmm and i am not so well spokento say i love you face to face but i hope you all knOw i care..ALOT.